I don’t know why I put my title that. I heard it somewhere. PACE UNIVERSITY HERE I COME! The great Ngoc Ly is coming for orientation over summer and moving in Sept. 4! NYC <3
Why is it so hard for me to put the deposit on tuition and housing for college? I have been wanting to go to college for the longest time. Everything is finally hitting me.
Life is FUCKIN AWESOME! I’m just loving it. Except for my headaches, but if the day comes that it goes away, I’ll be crying of happiness. I love it how concern people are for me, because my dad just yells at me for it (I think it’s because he’s drunk) and my mom just thinks I’m making it up and I’m crazy. Who you calling crazy? HEATHER! WE MUST MAKE IT TO CCS! No matter what. (: My calculator finally died, it kept saying to replace the batteries. ICE ICE BABY! I’m so lame, I’m listening to it right now. NAUSEA feeling! UGH. I can’t help but fall asleep after XC practice. I slept for about 7 hrs. That’s enough hours to be awake for tomorrow. I’m not procrastinating anymore! SO PROUD! I’m planning to do better, way better and care about school. LAST SCHOOL YEAR. I always remind myself that I only live once. Do what YOU want to. I tried finally tried Greek food at Oakridge. Next is Ethiopian food! I keep coming late to Mach’s class. FUCK. I need to go to the tutorials now. I’M GOING TO GET A FUCKING A IN EVERY CLASS. WATCH ME! Moving into my new room is delayed until Sept. 13, did I mention that already? Anyways, I CAN’T WAIT TO DECORATE!
WHAT I LOOK FOR IN A GUY: (I felt like doing this because Marc did his perfect girl blog, anywaysss!)
- Funny, he has to make me laugh no matter what mood I’m in
- Smart! My level of smart at least (:
- Knows what he wants in life
- Taller than me
- Likes to run
- Likes to read
- Understands me
- Knows how to drive
- Can carry me (not important but I want him to sweep me off my feet)
- Loves life
Is it that hard to find someone with all of those things listed? I guess so, but I’m willing to wait until he comes along.
WHY THE FUCK is the counselors’ offices always close? I came there after school and both doors were closed. There was a sign that said it was closed today. I need the SAT and ACT wavier. I heard they don’t check if you have free or reduced lunch. WOO, anyways I need to turn in the lunch form. DAMNIT. I keep forgetting stuff. EXCITED TO SEE MY DOCTOR! I need to start looking for a homecoming dress!
Today, Tuesday the 29th of August. I don’t know why I just typed it that way. I feel like there’s not enough hours in a day to do things you want to. Sigh. I have a crappy sleeping schedule, well I always did but Mach takes off points for being late. FUCK. I still have my headaches, sadly…some days are worse. The part I hate is that when I run, I can’t ignore the pain. I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO MY APPOINTMENT THIS THURSDAY! Who gets excited to see their doctor? ME! That’s who bitches! Two months wait to have a follow-up. I remember like three weeks ago when I went to my pharmist and ask for a refill on this prescription, he asked me if it was working. I said, no and that I have to take this useless medicine until I see my doctor again. Money spent on SHIT. I love all my classes! Except that I don’t understand much is Calculus AB, well I kind of do. AH, quiz today. I can never hear my alarm clock. I can’t move into my new room until Sept. 13 because the electric inspector comes that day. I wish my headaches goes away. Ugh, too much money for SHIT. I’m going to Turkey with Tania probably in June and meet up my new friend Tugba! SAT I have to study for! Also ACT! I need to go buy an AP physics B prep book and an AP Calculus AB prep book. AP tests to take this year: psychology, physics B, and calculus AB. I HATE how I can forget something within a second, it gets me SO MAD! I can’t believe I didn’t think of a better word than MAD. I will make it to XC CCS! I will be VARSITY! no matter what problems. College application are making me nervous. I need to revise my personal statement. If UC Santa Cruz does not accept me, then they are going to miss out on a great person who will change the world. Maybe cure cancer x) I never finished the recent Sarah Dessen book ); I have NO time for SHIT. I need time to hang out with my best friend, Tania (: I would be so happy if I got into UCLA or UCSC. I need to go ask Ms. Metz or however you spell it about pharmacy clerk class. My legs feel like they’re losing blood. The sky is beautiful with all the stars. With all the stuff going on, I still love life. I need to talk to my counselor about te credit I’m suppose to get from PI. They’re always busy. GEEZ. Sister’s birthday this month and gotta get her something special. Oct. 22 is the homecoming dance! Tania, we need to go find you a tux! You should do a big fancy thing to ask me (; lesiban couple! OH YEA! I want to run for homecoming court, I WILL! Too much meds. in my body. I’m such an old lady already; peeing every hour, taking meds. daily, and forgetting everything unless I write it down. That’s all I could think about to write.
I’ve been really busy lately!
Friend wise, relationship wise (xD), school wise.. everything wise!
Friends are good, I feel like I’m losing touch with some and already lost some important ones. Mehh what can you do.
Love life haaahaaahaa is complicated and stuff.
School can suck it dry. I’m already failing 4 classes and it’s only been a few weeks. I go out too much and doesn’t leave me with enough home work time.. my fault but still.
What ever life is good.
GIRLS NIGHT OUT! Friday? Saturday I have a wedding to go to and I have to get ready before 8AM to help out and shit. SHIT. Sunday is always my HW day (: WE NEED TO MAKE TIME FOR EACH OTHER!
So much work sneaking you out the house!
It was so suspenseful with you staring at me with those crazy eyes xD
Now I can fucking sleep.
Tania, are you talking about me? Sorry for the sound and i hope your dad didn’t hear it and think you’re sneaking out. I know I get crazy after sleeping. If anyone wakes me from my sleep, i tend to yell, curse, and get annoyed. SORRY! I wonder how its gonna be like to live together. i could make you breakfast!